2018, a year of idleness and a bit of depression, I feel really sorry for this age of 23, I have to apologize to myself.
Open Source#
In April of this year, I started the RSSHub, and I learned a lot from it and met many people. It was one of the few interesting things this year.
APlayer and DPlayer have been in a state of stagnation for half a year.
In 2019, I hope to start another long-term project that lasts for more than a year, but I don't have any ideas at the moment 🤯
Footprints#
Exhibitions:
暴走 yu 人节
bw & bml
ChinaJoy
CP22
CP2018SP
Google Developer Conference
CP23
Travel:
None
I'm tired of going to comic conventions, but I didn't realize that I didn't travel at all this year. I need to plan my trips for 2019. I want to go to Japan to see cherry blossoms at the end of March 🌸, go to Chengdu to eat hot pot with Amao and Qixia, go to Shenzhen to visit Tencent with Tangyuan, and then bungee jump at the Macau Tower.
Skills#
🎨 Drawing: One Two Three, I picked up the paintbrush I left behind in elementary school (iPad Pencil). Drawing is really fun, but I lost interest after "Darling" was abandoned. I don't have anything to draw anymore. Give me the motivation to draw again in 2019.
🤸♀️ HIPHOP Street Dance: It's very intense. After taking a trial class, my whole body was sore for several days, but it's cool. I signed up for 10 private lessons and 9 group lessons. I haven't started the formal classes yet, but I should be able to stick with it in 2019. After all, it's quite expensive. These few lessons cost about 8000 yuan (for two people).
🎬 Vlog: One Two Three, I bought the Osmo Mobile 2 and took a few videos at comic conventions, but I've lost interest.
🍛 Cooking: With the guidance of my roommate, I made a dish of stir-fried pork, it was easier than I imagined.
🎃 Pumpkin Carving: One Two, I jumped up with excitement when I put the candle in the pumpkin. It felt very fulfilling, but I ended up leaving it to rot before finally throwing it away.
Health#
I started exercising in December, doing a day of strength training and a day of running. But I set the intensity too high and ended up injuring myself. I've been resting for a week and a half, and if nothing unexpected happens, I should be able to resume next week.
I haven't lost weight, but I haven't gained any either.
Early bedtime: Big failure.
In 2019, I want to dye my hair orange 👩🦰
Games#
I became really good at playing Mercy in Overwatch, but I haven't played it for months since Qixia stopped playing.
I bought a PS4 and played Monster Hunter: World for over 60 hours before completing the beginner's village. The ending BGM is really nice, but I got frustrated by the double tempered Bazelgeuse and Lunastra afterwards 🤐
I also played a bit of Fortnite, Overcooked 2, Arena of Valor, Big Brother 2, Jumping Girl, and Taiko no Tatsujin.
Movies and TV Shows#
Plays:
"The Count of Monte Cristo": The best
"Aunt Li Cha"
"The Emperor's Bride"
TV Shows:
"I am the Boss": The best
"Bodyguard"
"Mist"
"It's Okay to Not Be Okay"
"Black Mirror"
"Is This a Love Crime?"
"We Cannot Become Beasts"
"Westworld"
"Magic Awakening"
"Human Eradication Plan"
Anime:
"DARLING in the FRANXX": The best (barely)
"The Disastrous Life of Saiki K. Season 2"
"Rascal Does Not Dream of Bunny Girl Senpai"
"Chio's School Road"
"Citrus"
"Cells at Work"
"How to Raise a Boring Girlfriend"
"No Game No Life"
"Miss caretaker of Sunohara-sou"
"Attack on Titan Season 3"
"Dropkick on My Devil!"
"JoJo's Bizarre Adventure: Golden Wind"
"OVERLORD"
"Hakata Tonkotsu Ramens"
"Pop Team Epic"
"Kokkoku"
Movies:
Too many to mention.
In total, I watched 3 plays, 10 TV shows, and 16 anime series, which exceeded my expectations 🙋♀️
There are many books I want to read, but I haven't read a single one. I hope to read more books in 2019.
Relationships#
I still have a good relationship with Yogurt, she's sleeping next to me right now 🐱
I've become closer to my childhood friend in terms of distance, but things have become strange. Hopefully, it's just temporary.
There are many things I want to say, but I can't write them down.
Finally#
Last year, in her year-end summary at the age of 23, CH wrote:
At this age,
I can no longer live and work carelessly.
It's no longer an age where everything will be fine when my mood improves.
I didn't think much of it when I read it last time, but now I feel that it's really spot on.
In 2019, I hope to live more seriously and try to make myself more fulfilled and interesting, but to be honest, I don't have much confidence.